Wednesday, August 31, 2011

sometimes you have to stop loving the most important person in your life not because the spark is gone but because that person is unintentionally making you worthless

today isn't just another day.
 today i'll create something beautiful

& in the end everyone turns out to be the person 
they swore they'd never become

over thinking leads to negative thoughts

you can always crave for anyone but there will always be that special someone who is enough for you to forget the rest

a relationship doesn't need any promises, terms or conditions. it just needs two wonderful person. one who can trust and one who can understand

being someone's first love may be great, but to be their last is beyond perfect

I ADORE you, you crazy, gorgeous, wonderful (but also sometimes quite WEIRD- but still very lovely) person

i have a problem with low self-esteem which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing i am

i miss how you annoy me. 
i can't imagine that's the thing that made me miss you

there's no reason to miss someone from your past- there's a reason they didn't make it to your future

the greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how they love them while they're alive

there's always that one special person that no matter what they have done to you, you still just can't let them go

don't pity the girl with one true friend. envy her. instead, pity the girl with a thousand acquaintances 

most people spend more time and energy going around problems than they do trying to solve them

music to me is the air that i breathe, it's the blood that pumps through my veins that keeps me alive

the prettiest dresses are worn to be taken off

the greatest thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistakes and differences and still finds you absolutely amazing

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are gray
you'll never know, dear
how much i love you
oh, please don't take my sunshine away

we are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love

sometimes, two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together.

is not defined by the size of your jeans

you have to forget
what you want
to remember
what you deserve

i don't exactly hate you, 
but if you were on fire and i had water, 
i'd drink it

the silence on your part really sucks. 
just thought you should know.
i didn't think it was that hard
to say a few short words.
but apparently it isn't so easy

if he still sees the beauty in you and still falls more in love with you after seeing your weird facial expressions, your unusual laugh, your constant bitching, your ugly days, your pig out days, the way you toss and turn in your sleep, your stupid jokes, the way you ask questions about things you should already know the answers to but he answers them anyways, your obsession with strange things, your random sounds, and your immaturity. then you already know this is the boy.

in life you'll meet a lot of jerks. if they hurt you, tell yourself that it's because they're stupid. that will help keep you from reacting to their cruelty. because there is nothing worse than bitterness and vengeance.... always keep your dignity and be true to yourself

"one day Alice came to a fork in the road 
and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree.
 'which road do i take?' she asked. 
'where do you want to go?' was his response. 
'i don't know',Alice answered.
'Then', said the cat, ' it doesn't matter.'"

i'm anxious for the day you realize i was the complete package after you have moved on to dog-faced uneducated hookers

maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken. maybe it's about starting over and creating something better

be gentle with yourself. you are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul

dear whoever is reading this, 

sorry i fell off the face of the planet. i started school this week and my life kinda exploded with the craziness. i have not forgotten about you. i swear!

love always,

it's really sad when you fall in love with someone and the world goes against you. i want to be happy and have people be happy for me. its really frustrating when they're not. it just sucks because you feel like the whole world is going against you and no one wants you to be happy. damn it. i am being happy.  i am making decisions for me. because being with him means so much to me and i would be lost without him. i don't know how i'm supposed to tell people that but i guess i'm going to have to try and find a way.

the really awkward moment when you find a piece of hair in your bread. that is just gross. why is there a long piece of blonde hair in my bread. i don't think that that is very sanitary, do you? it's called a hairnet people come on. that is just disgusting.

i killed my foot. it's quiet unfortunate. i can't wear my boots. boots are my fricken identity. my boyfriend even calls me boots as my stupid little pet name. what am i supposed to do with my life right now!??!?!

my writing class today is called ugly love.... we sat around talking about bad breakup lines and even got to write break up poems. love is the byproduct of sex and death according to my teacher and i think that i must agree with her on that. death makes everything more special, makes every moment more important and precious. think of your love like it could be taken from you at any second. nothing is guaranteed- making death and love the perfect match. love cannot last forever- it must end in death

i hate how after you listen to loud music for a long you feel totally completely deaf. it's not the most fun thing feeling like you can't hear ANYTHING. i'm pretty sure i have really damaged ears from listening to music way too loud

if you are going to cheat on your girlfriend- just fucking break up with her. i don't understand why you would cheat with someone if you already have a girl. if you don't care about her and your relationship then end it! god. it isn't that hard. it saves her a lot of pain in the long run. same for girls. just dump him if you are going to cheat. what is the point of being dishonest.

fat asian babies- they look like little buddahs. they are little chubby babies with huge cheeks and when they sleep they look like buddah. no i am not trying to be racist. i am being serious. for real. just go look at a little asian baby and tell me im wrong.

find something to smile at today! you are beautiful in so many ways. even if things go wrong or you make a mistake, you are still beautiful. stop beating yourself up over nothing and put a smile on your face

one thing about art school that i am not really used to... people with tails. yes i have seen it before. no i am still not used to it. guys making out with guys, okay. people walking around with full on tails, not so much. do you wanna have a raccoon tail? really? or have some bushy thing hanging out of your pants? how is that comfortable?  someone please explain this trend to me

awkward places to play the penis game:

in a library
during church
at a doctors office
during silent reading
in an elevator
during a play
at a playground
on the bus
at an airport
at an open house
at a car dealership
in a store at the mall

i hate really happy people. they don't make sense to me. how can you naturally be that happy??? it is not normal. either you have something wrong with you or you are on drugs. no one can be that happy. there is no way. you can't even be sane around them because they are that crazy happy. just be NORMAL happy!

i love having the power to do whatever i want to do. it's like holding the world in the palm of your hand

i don't think 99.9% of girls can pull of a lot of tattoos. especially on their legs and calves. some girls can rock a sleeve but that is very very few girls. i think it just looks dumb most of the time. also if girls gain weight, tattoos are not good. yuckkkkk

i wanna go shopping!!!!!! RIGHT NOW someone take me and open the mall so we can shop

starting at a new place is always kinda weird. i don't know if i would say it was hard but it is definitely different. you are learning how to act the first few weeks. and it's hard to get back into the swing of things

the awkward moment when everyone starts saying the pledge of allegiance and you are listening to your ipod so loud that you can't hear them and keep rockin out in the back with your headphones on....

bisexual scene girls. seriously i do not know how many girls that i have seen that were scene and took pictures making out with girls and guys that all have super heavy black eye liner on and straightened hair and snake bites and shit. its especially weird when scene guys make out with each other 

we're sitting at lunch eating and we're talking about something and then all of a sudden BAM one of the girls says "I like rough sex". okay awesome. thanks for sharing- i like rough sex- good lunch conversation. do you also like chains and whips and handcuffs? or is that too much.

Boob hickeys. okay possibly the best place to hide a hickey and the most embarrassing place to have someone see a hickey. i don't think having a giant bluish purplish red splotchy bruise on your boob is very sexy. and why would you want a guy sucking on your boob anyways? you're going to have to do that when you have kids and your breasts are militating and shit so why would you want to have a grown man sucking on your boobs. whatever floats your boat i guess!