If i'm goin out im going out with a bang. im going out with a smile on my face god damn it. im going to be happy! because i deserve to be happy. don't i? after all that i have been through i deserve to go down with a smile on my face. maybe i'll fade into the setting sun as i walk into the horizon holding my middle finger in the air singin the song i want to sing... just because im cool like that
Thursday, December 16, 2010
For some reason i'm always the girl falling for the bad boy- the one that walks around with swag and doesn't care about rules, who loves life and knows how to live it, who doesn't give a fuck about authority and lives how he wants to live. I end up with the cocky ones who walk all over girls, date for sex, smoke, drink, do drugs. I end up with the ones that would get arrested or have to go to anger management classes. I end up falling for the guys that are mysterious who don't wear their heart on their sleeve, who make me work for what i want, who i can tease. The ones that are dirty and know it. And like it. They are more fun. What can i say, the danger is a little bit invigorating and it rebellion keeps things interesting. Now all i've gotta do is find a guy who won't cheat lie and steal, who won't break my heart and walk out when they are done. I don't think the guys that I've been with have been very good in that department. But hey- i know how to handle them now hahaha
If you are a guy and you have never done this before I am proud of you. If you are a girl and you have never done this before, I am even prouder ;) Oh come on, don't tell me when you are all screaming over Justin Bieber and Edward Cullen and Taylor Lautner that you have never thought about it. Because that would be a lie. Now wouldn't it.