Saturday, March 5, 2011

we fear violence less than our own feelings. personal, private, solitary pain is more terrifying than what anyone else can inflict.
ya... i am never going to be this tan. ever. i am going to be albino for the rest of my life.

i never loved you i loved the man i thought you were.

i want starbucks. NOW.

the film with the most kisses is Don Juan (1926) in which John Barrymore and Mary Astor shared 127 kisses. The film with the longest kiss is Andy Warhol's 1963 film Kiss. The 1961 film Splendor in the Grass, with Natalie Wood and Warren Beatty, made history for containing Hollywood's first French Kiss.

fight me.

"blake said that the body was the soul's prison unless the five senses are fully developed and open. he considered the senses the 'windows of the soul.' when sex involves all the senses intensely, it can be like a mystical experience." - Jim Morrison

lady gaga needs to be institutionalized.

I’m back home and i’m bored
[] i have/had piercings besides the ears.
[x]i want piercings besides the ears.
[x] i have scars.
[] i tan easily.
[x] i wish my hair was a different color.
[] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] i have a tattoo.
[x] i want a tattoo/s.
[x] i can be self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] i have/had braces.
[] i have more than two piercings.
[] disney movies still make me cry.
[x] i’ve laughed so hard i’ve cried.
[x] i’ve glued my hand to something. (super glue is evil...)
[] i’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] i’ve had my pants rip in public.
[x] i’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
[] i’ve gotten stitches.
[] i’ve broken a bone.
[] i’ve had my tonsils removed.
[] i’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] i’ve had serious surgery.
[] i’ve had chicken pox.
[x] i've gotten a concussion
[x] i’ve been to florida.
[x] i’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] i’ve been on a plane.
[x] i’ve been to canada.
[] i’ve been to cuba.
[] i’ve been to niagara falls.
[] i’ve been to ottawa.
[] i’ve been to the caribbean.
[] i’ve been to europe.
[] i’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] i’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] i’ve wished on a shooting star.
[x] i’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] i’ve slapped someone.
[x] i’ve kissed someone underwater.
[x] i’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[x] i’ve chugged something.
[] i’ve been skiing.
[] i’ve been in a musical.
[x] i’ve auditioned for something.
[x] i’ve been on stage.
[] i’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] i’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] i’ve pranked someone.
[x] i’ve ridden in a taxi.
[] i’ve been arrested.
[x] i’ve done something i promised someone i wouldn’t.
[x] i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t.
[x] i’ve lied about my whereabouts.
[x] i’ve been cheated on
[x] i’ve been the other girl/guy
[x] i’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] i’m afraid of dying.
[] i hate funerals.
[x] i’ve seen someone/something die.
[x] someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[] i’ve written a eulogy for myself.
[x] i own over 5 rap cds.
[] i’m obsessed with anime/manga.
[] i collected comic books.
[x] i own a lot of makeup.
[x] i own something from pac sun.
[x] i own something from the gap.
[] i own something i got on e-bay.
[x] i own something from abercrombie.
[x] i own something from Coach
[x] i own something from Urban Outfitters
[] i own something from Dolce & Gabbana
[x] i own something from BCBG
[] i own something from Chloe
[x] i own something from Victoria's secret
[x] i thrive on compliments.
[] i thrive on hate.
[x] i’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] i open up to others easily.
[] i watch the news.
[x] i don’t kill bugs/don’t like to kill them.
[] i’m a morning person.
[] i’m a sports fanatic.
[x] i twirl my hair.
[x] i care about grammar.
[] i love spam.
[] i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day.
[x] i bake well.
[x] i have worn pajamas to school.
[] i like martha stewart.
[] i laugh at my own jokes.
[] i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[] i can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
[x] i’m really ticklish.
[x] i like white chocolate.
[x] i bite my nails.
[x] i’m good at remembering faces.
[x] i’m good at remembering names.
[/] i’m good at remembering dates.
[/] i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] all my answers were and will be totally honest.
[x] i’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] i’ve planned to run away from home before.
[] i’ve run away from home.
[x] my biological parents are together.
[] i have a sibling less than one year old.
[] i’ve had kids.
[] i’ve lost a child.
[x] i’m single.
[] i’m in a relationship.
[] i’m engaged.
[] i’m married.
[] i’m a swinger.
[] i’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] i have/had a friend with benefits.
[x] i’ve hooked up with someone in little or no notice.
[x] i miss someone right now.
[] i have a fear of abandonment.
[x] i’ve mentally cheated in a relationship.
[] i’ve gotten divorced.
[x] someone has had feelings for me when i didn’t have them back.
[] i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
[x] i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
[x] i’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[x] i’m a cuddler.
[x] i’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] i’ve hugged a stranger.
[x] i’ve kissed a stranger.
bad times
[x] i’ve consumed alcohol.
[] i can’t swallow pills.
[x] i can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
[] i have/had anxiety problems.
[x] i shut others out when i’m upset.
[x] i don’t have anyone to talk to when i’m upset.
[] i take anti-depressants.
[x] i’ve slept an entire day before.
[x] i’ve woken up crying.
[x] i’ve cried myself to sleep.
[] i’ve plotted revenge.
i’ve done
[] weed
[] diet pills
[] ecstasy
[] lsd
[] mushrooms
[] speed
[] cocaine
[x] i keep my habits a secret.
[] i have a diet blog.
[x] my choices are for me.
[] i am obsessed with justin beiber
[x] i used to love britany spears
[x] i have had a crush on a celebrity (when i was little)
[x] john mayer is sexy
[] i love lady gaga
[x] lady gaga is crazy 
[] i have stalked a celebrity
[x] i hate miley cyrus
[] i love miley cyrus
[x] too many celebrities have major issues 

an ounce of performance is worth pounds of promises.

the long word was coined by shakespeare which means 'the state of being able to achieve honors'

do you see how gorgeous the sky is right now?

a stereotype

i'm gorgeous so i must not be a virgin. i'm a lesbian, so i must have a sex tape. i speak my mind, so i must be a bitch. i'm a girl who actually eats lunch, so i must be fat. i have a bunch of guy friends, so i must be doing them all. i wear skirts a lot, so i must be a slut. i'm a cheerleader, so i must be a whore. i fell in love with a married man, so i must be a home-wrecking whore. i'm a teenage  mom, so i must be an irresponsible slut. i have big boobs, so i must be a hoe. i'm a virgin, so i must be prude. i'm skinny, so i must be anorexic. i'm a black woman with 3 children, so they all must have different dads. i'm an atheist, so i must hate the world. i'm rich, so i'm a conceited snob. i'm muslim, so i must be covered up at all times. i'm into theater and art, so i must be a homosexual. i'm young, so i must be naive. i dress in unusual ways, so i must be looking for attention. i'm indian, so i must own a convenience store. i'm german, so i must be a nazi. i'm christian, so i hate homosexuals. i'm asian, so i mist be a nerd that does homework 24/7. i'm Jamaican, so i must smoke weed. i'm mexican, so i must have hopped the border.

you could go on for days about this and everyone knows it. our community lives so much off of stereotypes. its the way of life. and it is wrong. we all know it is.

because the truth is if you love a person, if you really truly love them, no matter how bad they hurt you, or how mad they make you, you will always take them back.

i really want to go to chipotle right now!! i want a barbacoa bowl with extra rice cheese and hot salsa. yummmm oh my god i want that so bad you have no idea.
awkward turtlese

oh my god. i want this turtle. i would just put it in my pocket and carry it around with me all the time and pet it and let it walk around it would be like my mini dinosaur turtle animal that never grew up. i would want to name him jerry- or maybe i would name him Kronk like the baby turtle in finding nemo... i think that was his name or something??? or maybe that was the big muscly guy from emperor's new kronk groove? I remember that show from when i'm little. haha idk but i love this turtle.