Tuesday, December 21, 2010

IM CLEARLY NOT OKAY SO WHY ARE YOU ASKING SUCH A STUPID QUESTION.


I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ASK WHAT'S WRONG AND DO THE WHOLE "AWWWW OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY?! WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT'S WRONG" I JUST WANT TO BE LIKE- NO. IM NOT OKAY. SO WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME SUCH A STUPID QUESTION. I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. YOU ARE NOT MY THERAPIST. I DONT WANT YOUR PITY HUGS. I WANT YOU TO MAKE ME SMILE GOD DAMN IT. DON'T TRY AND GET THROUGH IT WITH ME. MAKE ME LAUGH!!! THATS WHAT I REALLY NEED. I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. I JUST WANT TO LAUGH. BECAUSE LAUGHING IS EASIER THAN CRYING. CRYING JUST MAKES ME FEEL STUPID. BUT DON'T ASK ME IF I'M OKAY WHEN I'M CLEARLY NOT... YOU KNOW. I THINK THAT WHEN PEOPLE SAY "ARE YOU OKAY?" THEY ARE A) TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED, PEOPLE LOVE THE DRAMA. B) SEEING YOU UPSET MAKES THEM FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES...IT HONESTLY DOES AND DON'T DENY THAT. I MEAN REALLY. WHEN PEOPLE ARE LIKE AWWW ARE YOU OKAY? THEY ARE CLEARLY FINE AND YOU ARE CLEARLY NOT. SO IT MAKES THEM FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES BECAUSE YOU ARE FALLING APART AND THEY ARE TOTALLY FINE. C) ASKING TO HEAR YOUR PROBLEMS BECAUSE IT MAKES THEIR PROBLEMS SOUND SO MUCH SMALLER IN COMPARISON. 20% OF PEOPLE DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT IS WRONG. 60% FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES BECAUSE YOU ARE MISERABLE 15% THINK YOU LOOK STUPID AND NEED TO SUCK IT UP AND ARE THINKING OHHH BOO! YOU WHORE! SHUT UP AND STOP CRYING YOU LOOK RIDICULOUS AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT. AND THE OTHER 5% ARE YOUR REAL FRIENDS AND THEY GENUINELY CARE.. BUT EVEN THEY APPLY TO THE OTHER 95%. HOW SAD. 

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