Just wanted to say hello :)

Rachel is pretty

I loved taking these just a few of them :) So much fun. 

Yum.

Awwwww i want a purple ice cream cone! This is so cute it made me happy. Can you imagine being a little kid and wanting ice cream and having them hand you a purple ice cream cone thats all swirled and pretty?! that would make my day.

Time to smile!

i woke up happy this morning. i couldn't ask for anything better because being sad hurts too much. so thank god that i have a smile on my face and i don't feel so empty today. i have the best friends in the world and i am so happy that they are there for me you guys are the best i dont know what i'd do without you <33

Wishing

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away. Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, save it for a rainy day.

xoxo raquel alise

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Sometimes i wonder why i didn't walk away and why i stood there and took it. Sometimes i just want to feel pain to know that i am real. to know that i am still here. because no matter what i do everything seems to go wrong- its like a bad dream that everything is falling to pieces and you keep waiting to wake up waiting to wake up... but you never do. And i'm falling and i'm wondering why i let this go on for so long. And how i got so lost somewhere along the way. Sometimes i wonder why the fuck i let you lie to me the way you did- just stand there and tell me what i want to hear when none of it is true. You don't love me... you say i'm unloveable... You tell me that you will be there for me no matter what.. well where were you to hold my hand and tell me if would be okay... that everything would work out fine. Right now i just need a hug and that numb feeling that has slowly began to fade.

Fuck you

I love when this statement proves its self true, "ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES"
All of a sudden their lies become their truths and their love just disappears. Can some one please tell me where it goes cause that would be great, thanks. And i love when its clearly the guys fault and he even admits it but in the end your the one getting yelled at, please tell me how that makes any scene at all. Are we supposed to just fix every problem in the world while you lazy boys sit on your ass and watch t.v. and tell us were not doing it right. I love this world we live in. We only get flowers when the boy cheats. We only get presents if he wants to keep us around for sex. I just don't understand why everything is the way it is.

xoxo raquel alise

900 views :) thanks for reading you guys

Kissing in the rain

Kissing in the rain is amazing. I don't know what it is about it. There is just something about your body against theirs and having rain pour down and kissing that makes it so amazing. It just feels perfect like just for  a minute its just you two and everything is okay and you care about each other. I love that feeling. Its just.. perfect. It gives me chills. Thats never a bad thing. You see it in movies and stuff but actually doing it is just.... AHHHHHH i dont even know. I love it :)

UGGS

I am obsessed. I wear boots every single day now. Boots and a hoodie and skinny jeans. Or a cute shirt. They are just so warm and cozy its hard to resist

Hey slut, has your right leg met your left leg yet?

Take it off

This Lyrics

Got a baby girl sleepin’ in my bedroom

And her momma laughing in my arms

There’s the sound of rain on the rooftop

And the game’s about to start

I don’t really know how I got here

But I’m so glad that I did

And it’s crazy to think that one little thing

Could have changed all of this

Maybe it didn’t turn out like I planned

Maybe that’s why I’m such, such a lucky man

Every stoplight I didn’t make

Every chance I did or I didn’t take

All the nights I went too far

All the girls that broke my heart

All the doors that I had to close

All the things I knew but I didn’t know

Thank God for all I missed

Cause it led me here to this

Like the girl that I loved in high school

Who said she could do better

Or the college I wanted to go to

Till I got that letter

All the fights and the tears and the heartache

I thought I’d never get through

And the moment I almost gave up

All led me here to you

I didn’t understand it way back when

But sittin’ here right now

It all makes perfect sense

Every stoplight I didn’t make

Every chance I did or I didn’t take

All the nights I went too far

All the girls that broke my heart

All the doors that I had to close

All the things I knew but I didn’t know

Thank god for all I missed

Cause it led me here to this

Oh I cried when my momma passed away

And now I got an angel

Looking out for me today

So nothing’s a mistake

Every stoplight I didn’t make

Every chance I did or I didn’t take

All the nights I went too far

All the girls that broke my heart

All the doors that I had to close

Everything I knew but I didn’t know

Thank God for all I missed

Cause it led me here to this

Led me here to this

all i want for christmas is you ♥

Bored so i guess i will answer these...

The bold ones are the ones that apply to me ahahha

There’s something else you should be doing at the moment.

You ate chicken today.    

You are lactose intolerant. 

You have a boy or girl in your life right now

You have seen a movie in the last week

Your eyes are Gray

Your eyes are green

Your eyes are brown

You like cooking

There’s a nearby TV on. 

You get along with your neighbours. 

Twilight is a horrible series. 

You’re hungry right now. 

You have worked out today.    

Running a mile sounds awful. 

You have a job. 

You love to bake Christmas cookies.    

Your parents are still together. 

You woke up before 8 this morning. 

Baths are better than showers. 

You are 5’5” or shorter.

You hate British accents.  

Victoria’s Secret is a good store. 

Cats are better than dogs. 

The 90’s sucked.    

Your cell phone is right next to you. 

Your favorite color is either blue or purple.

Your hair is short. 

You are by yourself right now.

The last thing you drank was water. 

You’re in your PJ’s right now.

Your hair colour is natural. 

Fred from Youtube is annoying.

You don’t drink soda.

You are at least 130 lbs.

There’s at least 20$ in your wallet. 

It’s cold out.

Orange juice is better than apple juice.

You love someone right now. 

Video games are awesome. 

Your sheets are white. 

You have read works by Shakespeare before.

You’re fat. 

You’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder.    

You know someone in the hospital right now. 

You’ve showered today.    

You know someone who has beaten cancer. 

Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear. 

Chocolate is better than vanilla.

You’re allergic to peanuts.  

You’ve never been to New York. 

You’ve never been on a varsity sports team. 

You want to go to Europe. 

You’re using a laptop right now. 

Plastic surgery is a good idea. 

Vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear. 

You’ve cheated on someone before. 

You have a broken heart at the moment.    

One of your friends has tried drugs.

School is too early.  

Your nails have nail polish on them right now. (ACRYLICS)

You’re Italian.    

You have a tan right now. 

You’ve been on a diet before. 

You shop in plus sized clothing stores.    

Hot Topic is scary. 

There are socks on your feet right now. 

You’ve used a hair straightener. 

Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store.

You’re in Verizon’s network. 

Cheesecake is delicious. 

Your BMI falls into the overweight category. 

You have gotten your hair cut in the past month. 

Your birthday is within the next 2 months. 

You’ve been rejected.    

Comedies are better than action films.

Math is the best subject.    

You are fluent in more than one language. 

You love Greek food. 

You consider yourself a picky eater. 

You have more than 3 pillows on your bed. 

You live with your parents. 

You’re happy right now. 

You are a high school graduate.

You have a pet cat. 

You were born before April 5th, 1991. 

You have brown hair. 

You have blue-ish eyes.

You last name is longer than 5 letters long.

You are in a relationship. (Uhmmm....)

You are can count to 20 in another language.

You have studied a foreign language.

You voted in the 2008 presidential election.

You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004.

You have worked 3rd shift.

You have worked in a fast food restaurant.

You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today.

You live in New Jersey.

You live in Montana.

You live in Pennsylvania.

Your last name begins with an ‘M’.

Your middle name begins with a ‘C’.

Your first name begins with an ‘S’.

You are older than 19.

You are younger than 16. 

You are an only child.

Your parents are  divorced.

You have more than one sibling.

You are an Aquarius.

You are a vegetarian.

You have a gym membership.

You are in the military.

You have a relative in the military.

You have been to Canada.

You have been to Mexico. 

You have been to Europe.

You are currently enrolled in college/university.

You have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t.

You have braces.  

You wear contact lenses.

You have a tattoo on your ankle.

You have a tattoo on your wrist.

You have a tattoo on your lower back. 

You have a tattoo on your upper arm.    

You have a lip piercing

You have a tongue piercing.

You have your nipples pierced.

You have your cartilage pierced. 

You have curly hair. (curly ish hahaha its more like beach sex hair)

You have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months.    

You are engaged.    

Your relationship is complicated

You are married.  

You have children.   

You want children

You are an aunt or uncle.

Your bedroom walls are blue.

Your bedspread is red.

Your bedroom carpet is beige.

You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week.

You have been drunk in the past 24 hours.   

You have lost your virginity before you turned 15.

You are bisexual.    

You have kissed someone that is the same sex as you

You watch Scrubs.

You watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.

You watch American Idol.

You have been to the movies within the last month.

You have cursed in front of your grandparents.

You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little.

You actually pay attention to politics.

You are still waiting for your first kiss.   

You have kissed someone within the last week.

You have kissed three or more people this year.  

You would kiss the last person you kissed again.

You were told you looked cute today. 

You were hugged today.

Your best friend is the opposite sex.

You have paid more than $100 on one item of clothing.

You had a date to prom... too young to go

You are a good speller.

You are always on time. 

You believe in karma.

You have a dog

You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours.

You have thrown up within the last 6 months.

You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days. 

You have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks.

You have been out of the country within the last year.    

You love Chinese food.

You love Italian food.  

You love Mexican food.

You love country music. 

You love rap.

You love hip hop. 

You love punk rock.

You love hard rock. 

You love metal. 

You love classic rock.

You love bluegrass.   

You love oldies. (the doors are amazing)

You love techno.

You love instrumental music.

You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored.

You know someone younger than 10 who passed away.

You have been in a car wreck. not a bad one.   

You have had stitches.

You are reading a book right now

You have been skinny dipping

You have a parent who is a teacher.   

You have a checking account. 

You have a debit card.

You have a currently have a $2 bill in your possession. 

You have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you.

You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you.

You have broken up with someone for someone else. 

You have cheated on someone.

You have been cheated on.

You are Catholic.

You are Mormon.

You are Buddhist.  

You are Agnostic. 

You wish at 11:11.

You have had your current job for more than 3 months. 

You have had your heart broken.

You broke someone else’s heart. 

You felt bad about it. 

You have an Aunt Karen.    

You have an Uncle Bill. 

You have a cousin Sarah. 

You have a cousin Adam.    

You have worked with a Danielle.  

You have ridden in a car with a Stephen.

You have hugged a Tiffany.  

You have kissed a Blake.

You have had class with a David.

You have had a crush on an Emily.

You have dated a Derek.   

You have been neighbors with a Hannah. 

You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to.

You have been to a cemetary at midnight.   

You have been a pumpkin for Halloween. 

You have stayed up for 48 hours straight .

You have been to Walmart within the last 3 days.

You own a pair of scrubs.    

You own a cowboy hat.   

You own a leather coat. 

You are missing someone right now.

You have been let down recently.

You have had someone you thought you could trust betray you.

You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship.

You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show.

You have met someone famous.

You have more than one thing pierced

You want tattoos 

You are tired

You got less than 5 hours of sleep

You like marzipan

You just bought new shoes

You are over 20

Hello Winter

Winter has came knocking. The crisp cold air, the clouded sky, what a perfect day! Lets grab our coats and put our gloves on because the snow is falling. Today is the perfect day to cuddle up and drink a nice cup of hot tea. I couldn't ask for a more perfect day to watch snowflakes. Oh wait... we live in California.

xoxo raquel alise

And Love...

What's your love worth if you can't share it? Give your love away because you'll always get some in return. We cry over love, we fight over love, let's just be happy that we have it.

xoxo raquel alise

Go out with a bang

 If i'm goin out im going out with a bang. im going out with a smile on my face god damn it. im going to be happy! because i deserve to be happy. don't i? after all that i have been through i deserve to go down with a smile on my face. maybe i'll fade into the setting sun as i walk into the horizon holding my middle finger in the air singin the song i want to sing... just because im cool like that

So this is how it feels to be you against the world

everything has been falling apart today and this shit makes me feel better. thank god for music i would die without it!!!

Why do i fall for the bad boys?

For some reason i'm always the girl falling for the bad boy- the one that walks around with swag and doesn't care about rules, who loves life and knows how to live it, who doesn't give a fuck about authority and lives how he wants to live. I end up with the cocky ones who walk all over girls, date for sex, smoke, drink, do drugs. I end up with the ones that would get arrested or have to go to anger management classes. I end up falling for the guys that are mysterious who don't wear their heart on their sleeve, who make me work for what i want, who i can tease. The ones that are dirty and know it. And like it. They are more fun. What can i say, the danger is a little bit invigorating and it rebellion keeps things interesting. Now all i've gotta do is find a guy who won't cheat lie and steal, who won't break my heart and walk out when they are done. I don't think the guys that I've been with have been very good in that department. But hey- i know how to handle them now hahaha

HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? I LIKE MINE SUNNY SIDE UP ;)

If you are a guy and you have never done this before I am proud of you. If you are a girl and you have never done this before, I am even prouder ;) Oh come on, don't tell me when you are all screaming over Justin Bieber and Edward Cullen and Taylor Lautner that you have never thought about it. Because that would be a lie. Now wouldn't it. 

Time to be free

Sometimes you've gotta be free. Sometimes you've gotta let go of everything that is pulling you down. Smile. And say fuck it. Dance in your underwear, be a little kid again, sing, don't care who's listening, kiss long and slow, smile, laugh until you cry, breathe. Because as soon as you let go then you are on your way to being free and that is the best feeling in the world.

I wanna be a kid again

Sometimes i wish i could be a little kid again. Because everything seems to be getting harder. School isn't so easy and more. You actually have to listen you aren't adding 2+2. The girls aren't running away from boys saying ew they have cooties. They are getting with them. The new form of cooties is STD's. The only hurt we ever got was a scraped up knee or a paper cut- broken hearts are harder to bandage up. After a while all the lies and the hurt builds up and you can't kiss it and make it better. When you were sad you cried and pouted. Now you put a fake smile on your face and try not to fall apart even though you are broken on the inside.You used to say I like you and now you are looking at the boy you like saying i love you. He doesn't say i like you too he says i love you too. Then it doesn't work and your teenage love affair comes to an end. and you see him walking down the hallway with some other girl and all you can do was imagine if it was still you. Your idea of fun was  playing soccer and baseball and playing tag at recess. Now its going to parties and drinking and having sex and drugs. The most trouble you ever got in was a time out now you are getting expelled from schools and losing friends and getting grounded and sitting in detention. Driving used to be something mommy and daddy did all the time and something you could do when you were a big girl. but now you're the one in the drivers seat. When you were sad your parents were there to give you a hug now you're sitting alone crying yourself to sleep because there is no one there to hug you. You can thank drama, relationships, and hormones for that. People come and go now and your friends are having problems and the world is falling apart. I want to be 5 years old again because i am hurting too much right now and i want to be innocent again and see through 5 year old's eyes. Just for a day. To remember what its like to be happy.... truly happy.

Here’s a condom. Since you’re acting like a dick, you should dress like one.

Why You?

When i look at you all i can think is- oh my god. i can not believe i had sex with him. i mean really. everyone is going to have one in their life that they regret or just say WHY did i do that????  But really. Why him of all people hahaha what the hell was i thinking when i did that because now he can say ya me and her fucked and that is embarassing hahahahha

Lalallaaaa

I love winter- even though it doesn't snow here i love how its cold and you get to wear boots and how you can see your breathe in the air when you are outside. its cuddle weather :) its wonderful i like it! i love sitting under the blankets and cuddling with the person you like and watching movies all day and drinking coffee and looking at christmas lights and decorating the christmas tree and going shopping and the rain.

enough said.

No matter what i do- i feel empty. I feel alone and there are thousands of people around me every single day but you are the only one that matters. You were the only one that ever mattered. And i mean nothing to you. So i'm standing here, wishing that i could see you smile back at me one more time and that you were here to hold my hand and fall asleep next to me. You're not. You're never here. You walked out of my life and my only regret is watching you go. Because now i'm here all alone and you are somewhere out there living your life to the fullest while i wishing you would come back into my life. It's funny how that works isn't it? The only thing you really want- the only thing you really need- you can't have because they don't want you back.

Mistakes.

When the ones we love let us down where do we go? if we cant rely on them, what does that say about our selves. Their mistakes cost us tears and pain. In the end the tears are wasted and the pain goes away. Time moves on and were ready for bigger and better things. But till then were left waiting to see what happen next. Is it really fare that we get hurt because of their mistakes?

xoxo Raquel alise

Word of the day

Nepheligenous

producing clouds of tobacco smoke

once upon a time, nobody gave a fuck

Before i die.

(the blue ones i already have done)

Finish a book.

swim with dolphins

Make my own cook book.

Buy a black convertible mustang.

See Greece and Paris.

Go snowboarding.

Get a tattoo.

Be in two places at once.

Get married.

Rock Climb in Zion

Hike Angel's landing

Skydive

kiss someone at the top of a ferris wheel

See the ball drop in NYC on New Years

Go scuba diving

Have my own photography studio.

Sleep under the stars.

See the northern lights

Relearn how to play the piano

Go to a movie at midnight

Go to the cathedrals in Europe

Learn how to drive a stick

Ride an elephant

Make my own recipe

Kiss under mistletoe ;)

Tell the people I have hurt I am sorry.

See Jaidyn walk.

Hike a volcano

Lay in bed all day and relax. for once.

Backpack through Europe

Go cliff diving

Go to over 10 national parks

Go to the top of the empire state building

See the constitution and declaration of independence.

Have an article published in a major newspaper

Buy a puppy.

Perfect salsa dancing and the bachata

Swim in a waterfall

Go to all 50 states.

Vote.

Go to college and graduate.

Read all of Shakespeare's plays

Ride a mechanical bull.

Swim in all my clothes

Say i love you and mean it

Make a scrapbook of my life so far.

Have a baby. 

Learn how to speak french fluently.

Learn how to surf

Kiss in the rain

Watch the sun rise from the grand canyon

Go in a hot air balloon

Hike to the bottom of the grand canyon

Go white water rafting

Capernoited

slightly intoxicated; tipsy

How to piss off a librarian

i ate lunch in the library the other day because i was doing homework with someone. and i didn't know that people actually went in the library. and the librarians are really really mean. so i compiled a list of ways to piss them off because she yelled at people for everything

1) Kiss in the library. She hates PDA. A lot. I don't even think she'd let you hold hands in there so i'm sure she'll love that

2) Open a bag of your favorite chips- it will be noising and make a popping noise. Then loudly eat your chips. and then, lick your fingers. she may kick you out because she is so disgusted.

3) Lift the legs of your chair off the ground and hold on to the table so you dont fall.

4) Laugh. Loudly.

5) Rearrange the books so that they are not in order. Or better yet, leave them on the ground.

6) Rearrange the tables and chairs. She hates when things are out of order or not the way they are supposed to be.

7) Play games on the school computers or try and hack facebook or be really bad and look at porn or something. She will have a field day.

8) Sit there and do nothing. She doesn't like when you aren't being productive.

9) When she shhhhh's you just keep talking.

10) Don't push your chair in. and leave little crumblies and papers on the floor.

Write me a song

I just found these lyrics to a song me and my friend wrote. It's actually pretty good, it was so much fun writing this with her because she has an amazing voice and she is like my sister but i just found it and it made me wanna write a song!!! But i don't know what to write it about.....

FAT TUESDAYS are back

2 crunch wrap supremes, steak quesadilla combo with one taco and a large baha blast mountian dew one large order of curly fries 3 pink sprinkle doughnuts. a lemon loaf a tall passion fruit lemonade iced tea with 2 pumps of sweetener a venti gingerbread latte and a venti toffee mocha frappachino. God i missed fat tuesdays. 3 girls pigging out at lunch. The best. If we're going to eat- we are going to eat