just a thank you

thank you for the lies you should have never told. thank you for walking away when you promised you'd stay by my side. thank you for the empty- broken promises. thank you for the days worth crying. thank you for the sick feeling in my stomach. thank you for letting go of my hand when you promised you'd never drop it. thank you for the eyes you gave me to behold. thank you for keeping the secrets i should have never told. thank you for coming up short. thank you for the tears that i have cried. thank you for false beliefs. and the days you should have said goodbye. thank you for ignoring me. thank you for adoring me. thank you for exploring me- when i didn't even know me. thank you for the heart you broke. thank you for the words you spoke. thank you for the stars in your eyes and the tears that shouldn't have been cried. thank you for the crabby moods. thank you for letting me stand in your shoes. thank you for the rhythm and blues. for giving me the blues. thank you for the smiles i smiled. thank you for walking the mile. thank you for making me laugh. thank you for kissing my hair when i began to crack. thank you for leaving me here. thank you for making me fear. everything i have come to be. thank you for making me fear- well... me. thank you for the kisses on the cheek. the kisses that made me weak. the kisses when you said goodnight. the kisses that made me never want to say goodbye. thank you for the piggy back rides thank you for the empty, empty eyes thank you for everything you did. thank you for making me nerves run thin. thank you for tearing me apart. when you knew you would from the very start. thank you for making my blood run cold and for the eyes you gave me to behold.