i cant sleep because you're not here any more. there's nothing left to dream. only nightmares.

i love you

hold me in your arms and don't let go. kiss me long and slow. pick me up into your arms and spin in circles. dance with me under the stars. make me laugh. i like to see you smiling back at me. whisper in my ear. tell me that you love me. tell me that you need me. tell me that you never want me to go. be my lover. be my best friend. lets walk away into the sunset holding hands. you are my everything you are the light that brightens the dark. and i never want to lose you.

people are strange

people are strange when you're a stranger

faces look ugly when you're alone

women seem wicked when you're unwanted

streets are uneven when you're down

when you're strange

faces come out of the rain

when you're strange

no one remembers your name

when you're strange 

when you're strange

when you're strange

people are strange when you're a stranger

faces look ugly when you're alone

women seem wicked when you're unwanted

streets are uneven when you're down

when you're strange

faces come out of the rain

when you're strange

no one remembers your name

when you're strange 

when you're strange

when you're strange

when you're strange

faces come out of the rain

when you're strange

no one remembers your name

when you're strange 

when you're strange

when you're strange

word of the day

basorexia

an overwhelming desire to kiss or neck

let the world know you as you are, as you think you should be. because sooner or later if you are posing you will forget the pose and then where are you??

think about what you really want. not what people want for you.

i dont wanna get up at 5:30 to go to school tomorrow. that is a fricken joke. and what teacher assigns homework over break anyways??? 

someone bring me chinese food!

chinese food sounds soooo good right now like you have no idea. i am craving it. that and salsa. i want that right now. but i cant have it. blahh someone bring me chinese food! doesn't that sound so yummy? sitting at a tepan grill watching them cook fried rice and hearing the sizzling of the meat cooking on the grill. the soy sauce and dumplings. can you tell that i really want chinese? 

i'll say what i wanna say

i enjoy having the power to do what i want. it sets me free. i'm so tired of following what "society" wants me to do. something isn't "appropriate" or it shocks people. maybe those people need to be shocked a little bit more. i like being able to say what i want to say and i don't think i'm going to give that up any time soon. i'm sorry if that hurts your feelings- but it's just my opinion... no one else's. the might share it with me. but i'm just speaking my mind.

awwwww

this kid is adorable. don't you agree? i mean seriously. i am so against dressing kids up in little outfits but in this case, i'm okay with it. because he is ADORABLE ahhhhhhh so cute

breakfast

i really want raspberries and warm orange cinnamon rolls right now

miss being a kid

sometimes i wanna be a little girl again. i miss it you know? everything was so much easier to deal with when i was little. i felt free. you had short days at school. you got to color. you had recess you got to play dress up and wear moms heels and pretend to be a princess.you could play barbies and have fun with a cardboard box. we made forts. we played tag. we ate goldfish on the black top and thoughts gushers were the best. i have been alive for 15 years. and instead of getting older i want to be 5 again.

and for just a moment.. i felt like i was on top of the world

i was just thinking

so i was just thinking that me and you were good together. and maybe we should give it a chance. let fate run its course? you know? lets have a little fun lets see the world lets dream and run until our luck runs out and then i guess it will be the end. but maybe there won't be an end. maybe we will run away into the never setting sun. but i was just thinking.. thinking of impossibilities.

when you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.

all you do is judge me. you take and take and take. but what do you give back? absolutely nothing. why am i wasting my time with you people? what are you giving back to me? because i am starting to question where i am and where i've been and what is real and what is fake. you tell lies through your teeth with that plastic smile on your face. i gave you everything but you never gave anything back. so i am done wasting my time. say what you want about me. but you are all wrong and i am going to be laughing when i prove you all wrong.

Family of uber douches all wearing ed hardy in a hummer taking up 2 parking spots at starbucks. Please be more cliche

good example

cinderella stayed up till midnight at parties. sleeping beauty got to sleep forever. aladdin was a thief. snow white lived with seven men. and goldilocks broke into a house and ate the bears food. and our parents wondered how we "turned bad"