Sunday, July 10, 2011


i hate getting really hungry in the middle of the night. it is the most frustrating thing. then you either have to lay there and be miserable. or get out of your comfy bed to go sneak down stairs and get food. its just a pain in the ass. i wish it didn't have to be that way


i was in vegas for a week. that place is crazy. cougars hitting on  20 year old guys, no bras, women handing out the "meet hot chicks" cards, burlesque dancers, fat hairy men, blah blah blah. however, there is NOTHING there to do if you are underage. i mean literally you can go shopping or you can sit by the pool. and you might get hit on both places so you have to be careful. boobies= attention. no boobies= still getting attention. drunk men dont care if you are showing your boobs off or not apparently. and i am not being racist in any way shape or form. but i saw SO many asian people and mexican people and there were SO many albino people that did not speak english. My god. It is the most frustrating thing when people from other countries try and function here. it just doesn't work. good stories. good times. hahaha 


my Armani aviators broke when i was in the lazy river in vegas. i'm pissed.


i ate at this italian place. and they put an egg on top of pizza. its really bizarre but it was pretty good! Oh and salted caramel.... IT IS ALL THE RAGE back in Europe apparently. Vanilla pudding and salted caramel. it is the best combination you will ever have in your whole life. it is AMAZING. i say in all caps. AMAZING. seriously, go try it at DOCG in the cosmopolitan in vegas!


i love when little kids are all cute and they hide and they giggle and they play games. it is just adorable i think. until they scream and then it is all over. 


facts: 10 facts about ur room 9 about ur family 8 about ur pets 7 about ur school 6 about ur home town 5 about ur first bestfriend(s) 4 about ur parents 3 about urself 2 about ur favorite foods 1 about the guy that you like 


TEN FACTS ABOUT MY ROOM: 
1. It is tiffany blue
2. I have a giant collage of magazine pictures over one wall
3. I have an antique dressing table
4. I have clothes all over my floor
5. I have shoes all over the top of my dresser
6. there is paper all over the room
7. I spray painted my dresser black and people write all over it now
8. I have 3 windows
9. There are pictures all over my bulletin boards and walls
10. I have beige carpet

NINE FACTS ABOUT MY FAMILY
1. They are loud
2. We all basically live in one community
3. We love to laugh
4. We love horseplay
5. We love inappropriate dinner conversation
6. We are split democrats and republicans
7. We are all pretty short
8.They always have my back
9. They are all very strong.

EIGHT FACTS ABOUT MY PETS
1. I have 1 dog
2. His name is Mojo
3. He is a golden retriever
4.He has no hair right now
5. He is my polar bear
6.He is always very fluffy
7. He gets random bursts of energy
8. He sleeps a lot.

SIX ABOUT MY HOME TOWN
1. Everyone knows everything about everyone
2.Everyone seems to drive really nice cars
3. Everyone in High School gets into a lot of trouble I feel like
4. There is nothing really big to do here. No big events
5. There are a lot of gates
6. It's too perfect

FIVE FACTS ABOUT MY FIRST BEST FRIEND
1. Her name was Sarah I believe
2. She had blonde hair
3. She was from Oregon and I thought that was cool
4. We spied and slept over all the time
5. She gave me my first MAC lipgloss.. i think it was her moms.
( i've worn that color ever since)

FOUR FACTS ABOUT MY PARENTS
1. They have been married for almost 20 years
2. They are both dorks
3. They always give good hugs
4. They are funny people

THREE THINGS ABOUT MYSELF
1. I have no self control when it comes to shopping
2. I love writing
3. Sometimes sweatpants are a good thing

TWO FACTS ABOUT MY FAVORITE FOOD
1. I love mexican and chinese
2. I love to cook chicken marsala

ONE FACT ABOUT THE GUY I LIKE
1. He is a gentleman



my friendship with people is like demolition. you destroy some, rebuild and repair some, and most of the times you even make new ones



i laid on the cement wearing a hoodie and ugg boots. my hair was up in a bun. i had no makeup on. we sat around eating strawberry and vanilla swirl ice cream from swirlz with rainbow sprinkles. he had a boy spoon and i had a girl spoon. we were laughing about absolutely nothing. he reminds me of bashful from Snow White and the 7 Dwarfs. He is amazed by everything. It is refreshing. He's like a little kid. He makes me wanna walk around and laugh and dance and stay in that moment forever. It's really nice. It's special.


Just because you've confessed 
doesn't mean you're supposed to be forgiven


Boy, when you're dead, they'll really fix you up. I hope to hell when I do die somebody has the sense enough to just dump me in the river or something. Anything except sticking me in a goddam cemetery. People coming and putting a bunch of flowers on your stomach on Sunday, and all that crap. Who wants flowers when you're dead? Nobody.

- J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye



sometimes keeping things casual is a good thing. no strings attached. no connections. just laughs. and smiles. and giggles. there is no hurt. sometimes that is a good thing.


on the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
i don't know why i'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

Now there's gravel in our voices
glasses shattered from the fight
in this tug of war you always win
even when i'm right
cod you feed me fables from your head
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied 

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

so maybe i'm a masochist
i try to run but i don't wanna ever leave
til the walls are going up
in smoke with all our memories

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie



there's a story behind every person. there's a reason why they're the way they are. they aren't just like that because they want to be. someone in the past created them and its impossible to fix them