what i am thankful for in 2010

i had a friend ask me to make a list of the top 50 things i was thankful for in 2010. so here it goes!!!

1)my family. i take advantage of you guys i do things that i shouldn't do. say things i shouldn't say. but you guys are always by my side no matter what.

2) "slow dancing in a burning room" by john mayer. somehow this song got me through 2010. 

3) OCHSA. the school is crazy. no... it is insane. and i love it to death and miss it dearly. everyone there taught me so much. I learned a lot about myself, i learned about the way people work, that it is okay to be different, that you don't have to fit a stereo type, not to stereotype- so what if someone is gay or they like to dress up and change their names so they are the same as movie characters so what if a guy wants to be a fashion designer or do ballet. it is okay. it is okay to be who you truly want to be and not hide behind a mask. thats what OCHSA taught me. i have amazing friends there and i didnt really give it a chance at first but i regret that.

4) my notebook. it taught me how i think and gave me a numb feeling nothing else could give me. 

5)starbucks. i would have died. thank you for the caffeine at 6 AM.

6)my camera. i love being able to capture a moment in time in a photograph. 

7) chocolate covered strawberries. so yummy

8)the bus rides to OCHSA every morning and coming home from school. good writing material

9) my babiessss at Shea i don't get to see Jaidyn and Lauren any more because i'm not working there but those two little girls changed my life. not even joking. just seeing them smile made me appreciate so much.

10) mojo. i love my pupppyy he gets me through everything. i feel like i neglect him. and i kinda do. but he is my baby and i love him

11) my scrapbook- it reminds me of where i've been

12) jacuzzi nights with my girls. i miss them so much and i don't get to see them very often any more but they are my sisters and they always will be

13) USC. for sort of motivating me to study

14) rachel. for being my best friend. you are my rock.

15) breaks. i would die without weekend and breaks like summer and thanksgiving break. i'm not joking.

16) all the stupid people who constantly entertain me.

17) google. for making it so easy for me to find everything i need to find

18)Jen. for making me cakes and hugging me when i want to cry. i love you bitchhh you are amazing and you have such a good heart. i'm lucky i met you this year

19) sticky notes. i would forget everything without them

20)my fuzzy leopard slippers that i wear constantly now. i am in love with them

21) this blog. i can waste so much time on this thing which is not good but i love having the freedom to say what i want to say

22) emily s. for participating in fat tuesdays with me and jen and for all the talks we have. (by the way you and chase are adorable)

23)my ugg boots. that i wear every single day.

24) TAO. it is amazing. restaurant/ bar / club in vegas if you haven't been. go. now

25)the nights were you drive around blasting loud music and singing and dancing in the car. they are priceless 

26) victorias secret. i love that place. it is so fun hahaha

27) boys boys boys. you drive me crazy but you constantly entertain. thank you for thinking of every stupid thing to possibly do.

28)the park. it lets me get away for about an hour and relax and write and get my thoughts together.

29) fat tuesdays. one day a week where i don't feel bad eating 5,000 calories

30) fruit snacks. they are yummy enough said.

31) raquel. for being my other half.

32) the stars. i love them

33) national parks. i love being in the middle of nowhere.

34)you. for reading this and caring what i have to say.

35)loud music. i love a beat

36) guys sweatshirts. i am obsessed. they are 1000x better than girls sweatshirts. just saying. they are just better

37) rainy days. it gives me an excuse to lay in bed and cuddle all day

38) the chiropractor. for making it so i can walk without being in pain.

39) my boyssss for always having my back and for watching out for me. i love you guys

40)baseball games. i love them i grew up with them i miss them

41)ANGL for constantly supplying me with cute dresses

42)acrylics and red and black nail polish. you make my nails look pretty and that makes me happy

43) cookies. they are fun to make and it relaxes me to make them. idk why but they relieve stress.

44) baths. thank you for making me calm the f*@$ down.

45) books. you inspire me to write

46) holding my hand- i missed that a lot.

47) giving me nights that i will never forget. i couldn't if i tried.

48) spontaneous moments where we burst into song. it makes me smile

49) competition. it keeps things interesting.

50) life. for moving on.