just a thought...

i want a relationship that's not all about sex. i just want to cuddle with you and be able to tell you how my day was. I want to be able to tell you how happy you make me. I want to hold you when you're upset and kiss your pain away. I just want you all to myself. I don't want this. This fake love that revolves around lust. Because it is breaking my heart and its tearing us apart. And i hate it. Because i miss the way we used to be. When you'd call me beautiful or stunning instead of sexy and hot. When you'd kiss me in the hallway instead of giving me the look you give me now. I feel like i am nothing. Like i am your booty call. One phone call away. And i can't be that girl... i don't want to be that girl.