I'M TO BLAME

I AM THE REASON FOR ALL OF THE PROBLEMS HERE... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. SORRY, I AM TO BLAME. I BROKE YOUR HEART, I KNOW. I MADE YOU CRY, I SAID ALL THOSE THINGS TO YOU WHILE YOU WERE SO BROKEN AND SO HURT. HOW STUPID AM I?? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW STUPID I AM?? I NEED TO HEAR IT. YELL IT. HELL. SCREAM IT. I KNOW THAT I MESSED UP. OH MYY... I AM CRAZY YOU KNOW. I CAN'T THINK. I DON'T THINK. IS IT BAD THAT I DON'T THINK? ALL I DO IS HURT YOU. I WAS SO GOOD AND THEN I HURT YOU.  BABY I KNOW I'M WRONG. I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THAT I HAVE SAID TO YOU. I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE TO YOU AND I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME BABY.. NOW I KNOW HOW IMPORTANT I AM TO YOU AND HOW I WOULD FEEL IF WE WERE SEPARATED FROM EACH OTHER. THE DAY THAT HAPPENS I AM GOING TO DIE. BECAUSE THAT MEANS EITHER YOU LEFT ME... OR I LEFT YOU. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I DIDN'T SEE I MEANT SO MUCH, THAT I WAS SO IMPORTANT TO YOU AND TO SEE YOU REACT LIKE THAT. I REALLY CAN'T TAKE IT. I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WOULD CRY LIKE THAT. FROM NOW ON PROMISE ME THAT YOU WON'T LEAVE WHATEVER HAPPENS TO US. PROMISE ME. SWEAR TO GOD. THAT YOU WON'T LEAVE MY SIDE OR LET GO OF MY HAND. AND IF YOU LEAVE I WILL RUN INTO YOU ON MY OWN AGAIN. SO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. YOU HAVE NO REASON TO LEAVE ME. BESIDES THE FACT THAT I AM STUPID. I'M SORRY I'M SO SO SORRY YOU CAN BLAME ME ALL YOU WANT.