Who knows what this is.....

You know when you first meet someone, you never think that they are going to hurt you. They smile they talk you watch their eyes the way the grin spreads across their face the way they brush their hair back or put their hands in their pockets. You think they're nice. Unless its a crazy homeless guy or some pedophile but you get to know them. You talk to them. Learn about them. And then they let you down. And then you tell them not to. They do it again. You tell them not to blow this. You tell them that you really like them not to mess this up.  The next time you start getting a little annoyed. You are hooked on them by now. Why do they keep doing this? Making these mistakes? A little time goes by... one more fight. You tell them you dont want to give up on them. They promise you that they wont. They do. Again. Why are you still giving them a shot? MY GOD WOMAN! Kick him to the curb already. He lets you down again. It hurts you. Now your voice is nothing but a whisper. You expect him to let you down but pray he won't. He always does. You whisper as you tell him to get his things and go. He let you down.